random thoughts

Finally I am back to blog again, I haven't exactly been the busiest person on the planet to give 'busy' as a reason for not blogging for so long. Somehow, there is nothing much to blog about anymore, not that nothing is happening but I just don't see the meaning to blog. Perhaps its just cause too many things happened recently so much so that I don't know how and where to start which explains the constant emptiness around.

Anyway I am working at the Singapore Discovery Centre now as an Events Facilitator. Can't say its hard work cause really to tell the truth its easy money. In a sense its pretty much fun too, cause I get to see all the students or a majority of them at least enjoying themselves some point in time in that 3 hour that I first saw them and probably the last time too. But somehow as the 3 hours come to an end and its time to send them up the bus, as I bid them goodbye as they board the bus, I do feel a slight tinge of emptiness deep down. Its just like a feeling that goes "hey there goes all my hard work for these 3 hours". I may have shouted myself hoarse and gotten myself totally tired at the end of each session but its the smiles lingering on their faces that rewards the hard work put in. Yes, I know I might never see them ever again in my entire life and even if i do I might not even recognise them but its kind of fulfilling to know that in some point in someone else's life, I have left an imprint however faint, whether or not they will ever remember that I was once part of their life for 3 hours. Sound overly sentimental? I guess its not a feeling that one can describe through the superficiality of words.



I guess if this quote is true then life has different meaning to it in different periods of our lives. So think, what is the meaning that you have given to your life for now?