drowning in routines

I guess I need a getaway, I think I want one, alright actually I'm dying for one.

Nothing seems to be the problem, everything is falling into place, I'm getting used to the routine life in school. But then everything has just got so routine, so fixed and so mundane that I lost track of time, lost track of what's happening. I seem to lost control over my life to all this seemingly perfect routines. Its like I don't even know what happening and what in the world I'm doing half the time now. I've been through 6 weeks of school now and seriously I don't have much of an idea what's going on actually, I just know I have to appear in lectures and tutorials and that's all I've been doing.

I just think I need to break this routine and do something different to get my head back. I need to clear all this routine and throw them all out and regain control over what I'm supposed to and have been doing. Call me a control freak, but I really need to be in control to feel at ease, and not being in control over myself is seriously getting on my nerves and I hate this feeling.