new everything but still old me =(

I'm finally back after I-have-no-idea how long and yes I know its been an awfully long time ever since I blogged. Anyways, started Uni life proper a few days back or should I say a week back. Man, I guess I would need a hell lot of time to get used to all this new things going on around me. First up, the freaking campus is so big that I am pretty sure if I am walking alone, I would most probably get lost in the middle of no where and start freaking out. And the thing is even if you get lost in JJ (don't ask me how I managed to did that but I really did), there are still a couple of familiar and warm faces around for you to approach to ask for directions. But in NUS,everyday you see faces that you have never seen in your entire life before and the point is that they look so cold that you would never have the guts to approach them not that I have tried though.

And then comes the stupid timetable thing, you see we have to bid for our own modules and ballot for our tutorials groups. Man we used to just have a timetable thrown at us and even though the change it every now and then and we grumble bout it non stop, we juts have to follow it through and not bother about anything else, now that we get to plan ours, its no better either and its like freaking troublesome to sit the entire day in front of the computer and click click and click for your timetable. And then after the timetable issues come the lectures itself, well so far its been interesting and everything and the lecturers are fun but it just feels so very different and you feel so withdrawn from the entire thing.

Oh the the tutorials which are going to start next week, there are participation points so we have to speak up if not we just lose the marks. Well, why can't they understand that we have nothing to say not because we are not paying attention but we just really have nothing to ask and we don't want to sound like dorks in front of the entire class with weird questions.

Anyway I really really miss A01 now although we are usually very noisy in class and irritate all the other classes during lectures, we do actually study together and everything. And everyday in school just feels so familiar and cosy which is what is lacking now, where did all the familiarity and cosiness go to? But then again, I shall hold on to the belief that there is change for a purpose and things will just get better cos this is just the start. So lets all cross our fingers and hope for the best.

Going off now to prepare for school which starts at 2 and ends at like 4 which is quite lame... =)