update!

well i know at this time i shouldn't be here but then i decided to write something since i am on the computer researching for my GP essay. i know it must be going on in your head like " OMG when does esther ever puts in that much effort into an essay or even any school work that she can easily gloss over " but people do change if the hard fact haven't hit you straight in the face. i am like putting in a lot of effort into my work now cos whats the point of doing so many essays when all you are gonna do is crap through the whole thing. it will most probably clog up your entire brain with crap that will only be applicable when you are back-facing the toilet bowl. a moment of realisation i should say that my past ways were not meant to be continued.

well its like 4 more weeks left to the start of A-levels and its been a busy time or should i say one of teh busiest time of my life up till now. there are tons of essay, sbqs, case studies, outlines and revision to be done i such a short period of time. compared to how i have been slacking in year 1 and still managed to get promoted, i can safely proclaim year 2 in a JC is no joke. you bum around and thats it you screwed and i am serious. i am paying for what i not done in year 1 and its a dear price to pay and a route entrenced with regrets. (it may sound exaggerated but if you are standing where i am now, i am sure this is how it feels)

but the perk of it is after the 2 months to the end of my A-levels, i have many things planned to motivate me to move on. first there will be prom then the next day it will be A01 chalet then aound 11 days later it will be 4/2 chalet and then about 3 days later it will be my family holiday to thailand which will end on the 1st of jan in 2011. then hopefully after new year,the A01 girls will be off on a trip to taiwan which is still pending for now. but thats all gonna happen after my A-levels so no point in thinking about them now.

for now i shall be a mugger and break my usual life routine. wish me luck! =)