trapped

much as i would like to now, i know there is no way back.

from the minute i chose to set foot upon this route, i knew all along that its a one way route without any u-turns and the only way out possible is one where you move on till the end and either fall off the cliff or you move on swiftly and smoothly with and go on your way.

not saying that i am regretting my choice cos i promised i never would but i am kinda sick of this route that doesn't change in scenery and gets harder to move on as you approach the end. i find myself steering towards the cliff where i know i mustn't fall off.

seriously, i am super sick but knowing its a one way route there is no other way then to stick through it. hopefully miracles do happen and i can steer myself back on to the right track. i never believed in miracles but now i am hoping for one with all my might and i am still trudging on harder than ever...