Reflection

I know i still have a few birthday posts that are due but i have yet to write them but i promoise i will post them in the next few days before the holidays end and i get too busy to pop by.

Anyway just happen to hear of such questions recently, 'Is this really what you want for the rest of your life?' 'Are you REALLY happy with how things are now?' and i think these have been the most popoular questions that one will usually pose to oneself just like a reflection process.

Well many points in life i have thought about such questions as well and to the first question i am pretty confident about my answer because i know this is not what i want for the rest of my life but i know this is a necessary step to what i want in the life. As i always say. i have a lot of things i want to acheive in life, i practically live my life as a dreamer and i am proud to be one becuase i have aims to work towards. Of course i wouldn't want to stay stagnant for the rest of my life but i am very sure i am on the right track now at least. Maybe my plans for the future wull not work out as smoothly as i want them to in the near future but i can say i know where i want to go and i know how to go about getting there.

As for the second question, seriously i don't know about it. I can't say i am the happiest at this point of my life bacause when you think back in time you always feel that the yester-days are happier no matter how rotten you feel then. i thik its just how realistic mankind are and how they are never happy with the status quo. Yet i can't say i am at my lowest point in life because i know i am not. So i guess i could say i am happy with how things currently are now or more accurately, i am content with my status quo. I know i can be happier or feel worse but i suppose contentment is always the best policy isn't it. So if you think contentment does not equate to being happy then i am not, if you think contenment is happiness itself then i am happy. As i've always insisted, its all a matter of prespective.

Right, i kinda sound too serious here but i just suddenly have this random thought so i thought i should post about it. This is just so me - forever random.