revived!

Right, I'm back from my disappearing act for i-don't-know-how-long but i just have the impression that i've been missing for quite some time. To tell the truth i don't even think anyone bothers to check out this blog anymore if they ever did in the past cos i just happened to have disappeared from the face of this monstrous earth.
Kinda weird to call it a monstrous earth cos aren't we the true monsters behind the ugly earth. Oh well shall stop trying to sound philosophical cos i think i am failing big time.

Anyway i've been actually doing something productive through out my disappearing time frame by actually studying and mugging to a certain extent for my common test aka mid years and my prelims. One more paper to the end of prelim but i kinda lost the momentum to study already that's why i am actually here. Prelims really tough and the whole process of studying everything over again and again is just so brain-numbing which is what makes the entire thing so sick. By the way 3 hours of continuous writing is just brain cells-killing and wrist nerve-damaging and i can't wait for A's to end in like 3 months time.

Imaging this: you study away till like 2 midnight and you sleep and you wake up at like 6 plus to continue studying and then at around 1 you plop yourself into the chair in the hall and you write for 3 hours straight then you go home and you repeat the process again for the next few days. Sounds inviting?

Anyway its the eve of teacher's day tmr and i am returning to CSS to"show my appreciation" to the teachers. So well i shall stop this typing because i am thinking of what to write at the same time as i type and gives me the feeling of taking an exam so i am going to gently pull myself away from this torture and continue with my disappearing act.

The next time i come back will probably be eons later when my mood permits me to think as i type again and then you can be assured this 18-year-old brain has not been cruelly massacred by the heavy contents of the A-levels arts course.