Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards

Bless the soul who invented the camera. For he/she was the one who gave us the ability to freeze our todays to look back on in the tomorrows to come. Went through the pitures in facebook and I saw the difference I never really realised, be it appearnce, characters or both(of which I think is ture for most). Suddenly I wanna meet up with everyone, Joey, Fiona, Peiqi, 4/2 girls and everyone else. Just have this sudden wave of nostalgia rushing over me.

J1s came in today and they kinda gave me a view of how I use to look. So uncomfortable, so badly wanting to stay with all your friends and so reluctant to move on. Can't believe how rapidly we have changed. I guess the same time next year they will become like us, immune to the surroundings and moving around like robots, going from class to class, waiting to end school.

I kinda looking forward to A levels, not that I am well prepared but I just wanna get it over and done with.

evilness

General Arguement:
I hate dentals and I dislike the dentist that I had today.

Evidence:
I really hate the kind of feeling when someones asks you to open your mouth and starts poking your teeth with sharp scary looking stuffs that never should be in the mouth! And then he starts drillling your teeth as if you were a road pavement and he's trying to drill a hole in you. Then he complains that my tongue is obstructing his view and that I should relax my tongue. I seriously doubt he has the decency to work his brain and realise that HIS HANDS AND WHATEVER NOTs THAT HE STUCK INTO MY MOUTH ALL AT ONE GO IS OBSTRUCTING WITH MY ABLITY TO CONTROL MY TONGUE! And no tongue in the world can relax when someone is putting in sinister looking tools in your mouth and it feels like that he is trying to murder you in the name of the evil dental appointments.

Conclusion:
Gald that each dental appointment is six months apart so we can undergo the right form of therapy to control ourselves from stabbbing the denteist with one of his many fanciful tools not very unlike our beloved Mr Bean.

Mr Procrastination stole my time.

Suddenly I just love sipping Pokka Honeysuckle White Tea. Bought like half a dozen and now they are on my table. Looking at them makes me so happy. Haha. Allow me to share my happiness.

Scooting off to finish my unfinished homework now. I know it sounds weird coming from me but when ther is a will there is a way! =)

totally drained

Merely 2 weeks into school which translates to 10 days in school and its taking its toll on me. All the long draggy lectures that simply puts one to sleep and the 1.5 hrs of tutorials that seems to last forever. Oh and not to forget the long breaks we have that actually recults in our long hours in school. Its just wearing me out and I really dun feel like going to school every morning I open my eyes. Well, its was me, myself and I who choose to put myself in a JC and I should have known that this was to come. But seriously its really to hectic and I just dun get enough sleep every night to last me in school. On days when there are hockey training, I can clock like up to 12 hours or more in school which is more than what I have signed up for intially. The tests are coming in gradually now and the piles of homework simply have a positive relationship with time and its graph is like ever-increaing with time. If you dun get the picture, refer to the graph below.

Get the picture? I am kinda amazed that I made the effort to do this graph but anyway it just shows how depressed and crazy I am getting.

Everything just seems to go the opposite way that I am going. I can't catch with with school work and my ankle ain't helping matters by being sprained on a monthly basis like it just did a few days back. Look it haven't even fully healed from the previous sprain. =(

PS: I just realise my blog has became a whining and grumbling portal, sort of like my agony aunt. But well I can't help it. =)

History Repeated

Had a fabu-licious dinner of dim sum yesterday night at Chinatown with a bunch of lovely 4/2 girls. The egg tarts are super nice and everything is super nice. But I realised that almost everything we ordered had prawns in them. So I am a bit sick of prawns now. =) Anyway we bought stickers like a couple of primary school kids but they were too cute to resist even for 18-yrs-old-to-be. The dinner managed to motivate me through the entire day of lesson and had a super fun night.=)

GP was killer today. We were supposed to do a comprehension that was not-that-hard to comprehend but the questions were kinda weird and beyong my limited comprehension skills. Felt liek sleeping the entire 1 and 1/2 hour. I just dozed off for like 20 odd minutes after reading the boring passage. Managed to bring myself to the toilet and wake up to finish the entire paper before lesson ended. Had training after that and I sprained my ankle again. YES AGAIN!!! Went to the sinseh and he poked 7 needles into my leg. Now my leg is wrapped up and i cannot remove the bandage before tmr night. So yeah I will be wearing slippers to school tmr. I guess its gonna look kinda weird with slippers and full uniform. But I can't help it cause I can't squeeze my leg into the shoe.

Tmr is going to be a super long and tiring day and so I have finish up my GP Research and Geography Tutorial now so I can sleep early and refrain to the best of my ability from sleeping in classes.=)

a fall

I DUN LIKE MONDAYS!

Well actually it wasn't really that bad today as compared to the many other mondays that I suffered. But I am just super tired due to the lack of sleep i suppose.

Anyway, today was an unlucky day cos I fell down in the lecture theater after the geog lecture. If you are going " oh come on its just a fall, how bad can it get?", you should open ur eyes huge and read the following description of the fall. I was about to leave the theater and I decided to go up the steps of the platform in FRONT of the room so I will not knock into my lecturer. Then I think I missed my footing or something and I stumbled down the stairs. And when I almost regained my balance, my heavy bag decided to pull me down and I look like I was struggling for life when I am drowning. (get the picture?) Okay its just super unglam cos I was in skrit and I was in the FRONT of the theater which means EVERYONE in the room witnessed my fall. I was so embarassed and pretended that everything was fine and made my way out of the lecture theater as fast as my bruised knee would take me. Well but on an afterthought, it was funny and I was like laughing at myself outside the theater.=)

Anyway, I have been wearing my spects everyday in school now =) I am even wearing it now. Guess its more worth it to wear it so long a I am reading =)( ok i know i am random)

totally clueless

Just finish the 1st week of J2 life and I already find myself lost and wondering a lot during lectures and tutorials. I've tried my best but I just can't catch up with whatever is being taught. I did pay attention but its just that I always leave the lecture theaters half-sure of what has been covered. I haven't slept in any lectures nor tutorials for the past week and its quite an achievement cos I am just dead beat everyday and its real hard to keep my eyes from closing especially when I totally have no idea what the lecturers and tutors are saying.

The bone of the big toe on my right foot is hurting like mad due to the previous time I dropped a weight on my bare foot while I was doing hockey training in gym. My poor right foot.

I've got a humongous pile of work and tests to clear and time is running out. =(

Rainbow!

School just started for 3 days and I am already like dead tired for i-don't-know-what-reasons. Today the security auntie refuses to let us out of school at 12.30 even though we have no more lessons. So we went back into school to try out the new prata stall. Hahas.

Went for a match with St. Hilda's again and it was a tie. Worth all the rain we were drenched in in the process to make it to Seng Kang after school. And since there was rain, we saw a rainbow right after the match. It was like right infornt of us and it was huge. Super nice. =)

I don't feel like going to school already and its only the 4th day tmr. =(

Having another match with ACSI tmr. Gonna come home late again.

overwhelmed

Its back to school tomorrow. Guess we should be thankful for the one extra week of holiday. All of a sudden there seems to be so many things to be done and so little time. The kind of feeling I have long forgotten.

Collected my new specs and got my new back from Elle Active. Everything seems ready and just in time for school to start but I just dread going back.

Off to get ready for tmr.

Just an urge

Can't withstand the sudden urge to pop by to write something and so here I am. School's starting in another 3 days' time. Not excatly a very exciting thought but I guess its time to get back to real work after this period of slacking. Actually I kinda miss the regualr daily routine of a school-life. BUt school starting means longs days in school. Checked out the new timetable online and it isn't really that kind that gets one jumping for joy but well its J2.

Ok its time to get back to packing up my stuffs! =)

New Spects

Call it a woman's instinct that i just suddenly felt that my eyesight was getting bad so I finally dug out my batman-look-alike spects to wear for these 2 days. Since school is starting and I dun wanna get those terrible headaches from squinting too much at the lecture screens, I went to get my eyes checked this afternoon. Well there wasn't much of a difference but still the person suggested that I get a new pair of spects since this current pair cannot really rectify the problem. Cos I just loved my batman-look-alike frames too much, I originally only wanted to get new lens. But to my ultimate horror since my lens were super thin and EMI multi-coated so just to replace the lens was like $130. But to make a new pair of spects with new frames and the excat same lens was only $99( dun ask me why) so MIss-wanna-save money decided to get a new pair of spects. Well its kinda pinkish red and I dun know what promted me to get that but it just looks nice. So without any delays I would be able to get my spects on Saturday which means I will get new spects for the new school year! =)

Well my new bag is still non-existent cos I just cannot find one that I like but I really need a new bag cos my current school bag is like falling apart due to excessive and abuxive usage.

Gonna try and finish up stuffs for school reopen. Its J2 next year and I decided that it is no joke so I gonna TRY being a good student for once. =)

NEW YEAR 2010!

Bye 2009 and Welcome 2010.

2009 had been a special year that brings about much new startings. First I got back our O-levels results and officially graduated from CSS whether or not I felt like it. Then it brings the start of a new school, JJC which brought along new subjects, new CCA, new classmates, new friends, new faces and a brand new environment that I have gotton use to. A memorable year that has finally came to an end and will cease to exist but continue to live on in memory.

Since its the first day of 2010 so I can't tell what it will bring but I am sure it will be as busy and pass as fast as 2009 cos A-levels is coming. Wish me luck.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!