how's life?

The one question that I hate, I never really knew how to answer it. Whatever the answer ought to be, life haven't been exactly at its best recently. Just started uni life for like 2 months and I'm like reduced to a wreck physically and mentally. I don't get enough sleep, I am rushing deadlines everyday, I can't even really relax properly without having some projects or assignments coming to mind. Totally not what I signed up for. It feels hard to fit in and adapt no matter how hard I try, is it just meant to be that way? Or is it that I just haven't done enough? I'm just so sick of trying and having so many things to settle all at one go, I really need time for a breather, which is like near impossible? Will struggling on ahead like now really bring me to where I want to be???

I'll be whoever you think I am,
I'll do everything just as you expect.
However you choose to see me,
I don't really get bothered anymore.
I used to fight back,
and I used to cry.
Now I know its a waste of time,
Since you won't look beyond the surface,
Why should showing be my role to try?